#Oceans

Hi guys! 

Today I felt like writing but as usual I’m at a loss for words (I wonder why that always happens h mm....maybe I’m too worded hehehe). So while editing some photos I remembered this song that has really touched my heart and I’m thinking it’s been such a blessing so I typed out the lyrics, did som photoshop tweaks...welll not exactly but sha added some ephizzie to it and it’s soon going to be on my wall.

Now I’m not going to be talking about a song in the abstract, I’m going to be talking about myself in relations to this emmm...‘kinda’ similar to what I did with my last blog post ‘Noah’ (if you haven’t read it, you need to go check it out right away, it’s on point!) http://www.rhemzpkay.blogspot.com/2014/06/noah.html . Okay so I’m gonna be saying some stuff that would have different responses. Some would be like “OMG that is so me” others would be like “Wow! That used to be me thank You Jesus for Your saving” someone else would say “ehn! Is that how she is?...eeyah” someone else would say “This isn’t me but I know people like this so I’d share” Whatever category you belong to, please just enjoy the read and please let it reflect a continuous change in your life.    

Warning!!

It might not be as organised as previous posts but, it’s from the heart and it’s supposed to bless somebody, please keep that in mind.

Here we go....

There are people who continuously feel like they are floating on shallow water. The water is not deep enough to drown us but we do not know how to place out feet deep into the soil under water and hold firm our ground to keep ourselves from falling. When we do, our stand is so fragile that a weak flow against current would knock us off our feet and take us back to our starting point “Floating on shallow water”

And then we float and float till we find bearing again but not for long because we begin to float again.

Some people are multi-talented so they feel they can take on the whole. What they meet is a workload that chokes and threatens to snuff out the life from you. You desperately try to create breathing space but everywhere you turned is blocked, occupied with everything you are running from. You cry out but your cry is gulped down by the sound of you drowning beneath all the activities.

Selah (let everyone stop and listen)

Many times, I get so overwhelmed with school work. I get really downcast I’m literary on the floor trying to grab the pieces of my heart that shatters every time my lecturer declares “Tear a sheet of paper”. I am unconsciously immersed in the very high expectations from lecturers, family and friends so scared of making any mistake that would cause a de-repping. Since I don’t want to ‘jabo’ or ‘fall their hands’ I stay in my comfort zone, never trying anything new.

This is to those who have more fans than friends. Those whose mistakes would cause a drop in followers so they keep with the status quo but they are hating the status quo but don’t know how to break free from it.

This is to those who are dissatisfied with the status quo, they want more than they have but are too shy, reserved and dare I say ‘too coward’ to take a stride.

Selah (let everyone stop and listen)

This is to those who have so much to say but whose innermost expressions of joy, pain, happiness and sorry is met with a raised eyebrow so much that what would have been a dialogue overtime has become a soliloquy because no one wants to genuinely listen.

This is to those who constantly forget who they are and to those who remember but forget as swiftly as they remembered (life is that complicated for some!).

This is to the crazy; the misfit; the irregular; the creative critique, to the dreamers whose dreams seem far too big and too small at the same time.

Selah (let everyone stop and listen)

This is to the clueless- those who have no clue what they are doing but just take on every day as it comes.

This is to the sensitive and the trusting. To the pure hearted and naive person who is a constant victim of deception and betrayal.

God has your back Just keep your eyes on Him. I won’t say too much on that (pictures speak a thousand words) I’ll let the song speak for itself. If you are like me and you fall into any of these categories and more, confess these words. Over the past few weeks they have given me life, strength, hope, faith. IT WAS GOD’S GIFT TO ME and as freely as God gave me I have given you. I’d advice that you download the mp3.

Selah!

Love you guys more than words!

Rhemz PKay.